Fight Club
Chuck Palahniuk
2018
Highlights
- Keep skimming until no more tallow rises. This is tallow we’re skimming off the water. Good clean tallow. Tyler says I’m nowhere near hitting the bottom, yet. And if I don’t fall all the way, I can’t be saved. Jesus did it with his crucifixion thing. I shouldn’t just abandon money and property and knowledge. This isn’t just a weekend retreat. I should run from selfimprovement, and I should be running toward disaster. I can’t just play it safe anymore. This isn’t a seminar. “If you lose your nerve before you hit the bottom,” Tyler says, “you’ll never really succeed.” Only after disaster can we be resurrected. “It’s only after you’ve lost everything,” Tyler says, “that you’re free to do anything.” What I’m feeling is premature enlightenment. “And keep stirring,” Tyler says.
—Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk - Since most of my face never gets a chance to heal, I’ve got nothing to lose in the looks department. My boss, at work, he asked me what I was doing about the hole through my cheek that never heals. When I drink coffee, I told him, I put two fingers over the hole so it won’t leak. There’s a sleeper hold that gives somebody just enough air to stay awake, and that night at fight club I hit our firsttimer and hammered that beautiful mister angel face, first with the bony knuckles of my fist like a pounding molar, and then the knotted tight butt of my fist after my knuckles were raw from his teeth stuck through his lips. Then the I, id fell through my arms in a heap. Tyler told me later that he’d never seen me destroy something so completely
—Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk